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March 12th, 2012


01:54 pm
Your hands can heal, your hands can heal. 


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October 10th, 2011


03:05 am - We're the heirs to the glimmering world.
So here I am on yet another sleepless night...and i was just wondering, why are people harsher towards those they love most? For me, at least.

I miss my cedar friends and I need to meet them soon...*cringes with sadness* On the other hand, I've started to watch The OC and I ABSOLUTELY love the show! That's something for me to do when I'm finally done with the bulk of my tuitions this year. I swear the past few weeks/months have been hell for me. I worked my ass off (seven days a week mind you) and had back to back tuitions for several days. I guess they paid off since I managed to save quite a bit but I was so exhausted and depressed that I thought all the hard work wasn't worth it AT ALL. I needed to feel better so I had some retail therapy to cheer myself up! Obviously that did the trick! I felt better instantly after grabbing some stuff at H&M. It wasn't crowded, I was shopping alone and it was completely therapeutic. I love shopping alone. Oh and adrian was quite thoughtful to ask me if I was alright and that made me feel a lot better too! The little things in life that makes everything better right? ;) I dont need superficial friends who are always there but not there and I need to appreciate those who've been there! Perhaps ls is right, Im too used to doing things on my own I think i need a partner....in crime. Can I please have a Seth Cohen/Ryan Atwood!?!?!? *drifting into another fantasy of dating my dream boyfriend* Ahh its 3AM and I have a dreadful class at 12PM. The only thing im looking forward to is....nothing. x

Current Mood: apatheticapathetic
Current Music: The National - The Geese of Beverly Road

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August 31st, 2011


09:45 pm - Thistle and weeds
Spare me your judgements and spare me your dreams,
Cause recently mine have been tearing my seams,
I sit alone in this winter clarity which clouds my mind,
Alone in the wind and the rain you left me,
It's getting dark darling, too dark to see,
And I'm on my knees, and your faith in shreds, it seems.

Corrupted by the simple sniff of riches blown,
I know you have felt much more love than you've shown,
And I'm on my knees and the water creeps to my chest.

But plant your hope with good seeds,
Don't cover yourself with thistle and weeds,
Rain down, rain down on me,
Look over your hills and be still,
The sky above us shoots to kill,
Rain down, rain down on me.

But I will hold on
I will hold on hope

I begged you to hear me, there's more than flesh and bones,
Let the dead bury their dead, they will come out in droves,
But take the spade from my hands and fill in the holes, you've made.

But plant your hope with good seeds,
Don't cover yourself with thistle and weeds,
Rain down, rain down on me.


Current Mood: thirstythirsty
Current Music: Mumford and Sons - Thistle and Weeds

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August 14th, 2011


03:30 am

 I realised that.....this journal is something so personal to me even though most of them were just random thoughts, but they remind me of the past which were once forgotten. 


One of my favourite photos currently! This was taken before we set off for esplanade for Two Door Cinema Club's concert! IT WAS SO GOOD...i felt like I was going to jump off the 4th floor of the concert hall. And lucky me went for Warpaint's set last tuesday too!!! Another greaaaat day and definitely one of the most unforgettable week in my lifetime!!! We were so close to Theresa Wayman, Jenny Lee and the rest of the band!!!! BUT..I DIDNT BRING MY DSLR and I finallllly understand why everyone needs a good camera. A normal digital camera won't suffice anymore but a dslr is so bulky! Ahhh choices and sacrifices. Alright I only turned to this space because I'm suffering from severe insomnia despite sleeping for only a couple of hours the night before. GOOD NIGHT PLEASE PRAY THAT I'LL SLEEP LIKE A BABY AFTER THIS.
xx

Current Mood: apatheticapathetic
Current Music: Song of the Sea - Cake Bake Betty

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July 20th, 2011


02:02 am
Well this is not your fault.
But if I'm without you, then I will feel so small.
And if you have to go,
Well always know that you shine brighter than anyone does.
Sent from my BlackBerry Wireless Handheld

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01:51 am
 C.o.u.r.a.g.e.
Current Mood: apatheticapathetic
Current Music: TNAF - Young Blood

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May 23rd, 2011


12:52 am
i wish my friends can see how beautiful and special they really are, instead of being dragged into these pity parties that have been going on for way too long. 
Current Mood: apatheticapathetic

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April 26th, 2011


01:04 am - Change.

Some things will never change. Someone who was once special to you, will always be special to you. Those who never mattered, will never matter. But those who are always there and you thought they didn't matter, because they are always there, actually mean so much that the fact you can't live without them scares the hell out of you. Life. Sucks. I can't wait for exams to be over. I can't wait for this three months holiday. I can't wait to see who will stay and who will leave me.

Till then. To be exact, 16 more days. 
 


Current Mood: apatheticapathetic
Current Music: donkeyboy - caught in a life

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March 27th, 2011


01:22 am - Where does the good go?
 Where does the good go?

I cannot believe that this has to happen and I cannot possibly imagine what's running through your mind. Grieve? Anger? There is so much more for you in life and no one will ever ever take that away. And it was just two..months </3 :'( 

When you think you're going rough times, remember that there will always be someone else out there who're going through worse, but they're surviving. Motivate yourself to get through it, and you might turn out to be better and stronger than ever.  It's a little too late but for the Lenten season, I will sacrifice something that I want (not a need) and make an effort to go to church on a regular basis. Haven't had something I want to pray for so desperately so please God, watch over him and give him the strength that he'll need to get through this.


Lesson to be learnt and remembered for life:
Keep those you love and loved close to your heart and stay healthy and happy friends x
Current Mood: sadsad

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March 18th, 2011


11:33 pm - Don't you let me go, let me go tonight.
I did something really brave yesterday. I went for my first haircut in years. I wasn't used to having someone else touch my hair and I felt SOOOO awkward! Plus it was my first time at that salon. (Ok I never told anyone this but I actually cut my own hair last year HAHA 10 inches off with my own pair of scissors.)

 Alright, this will be my first attempt at doing a hair timeline from last august till now!
I will be adventurous and I will try out different hairstyles in future.
 
Hair timeline )


 

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Lykke Li - Tonight

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